Thursday, March 11, 2010

I will not settle



Fearless love

Not just in anyone else, but for me & within me too!

When I woke up I was 17
You kissed my lips in a bad bad dream
Showed me things aren't what they appear to be
Called me angel and set me free
You gave me life in the cold cold dark
But you ran away in the mornings spark
Made me think that reality
Is not where I want to be

I am what I am and
I am what I am afraid of
Oh what am I afraid of
I need a fearless love
Don't need to fear the end
If you can't hold me now
You will never hold me again
I want to live my life
Pursuing all my happiness
I want a fearless love
I won't settle for anything less

I've walked my path had worlds collide
I lost my way and I fooled my pride
This lover's ache wouldn't feel so strange
If I could only change

But I am what I am and
I am what I am afraid of
So what am I afraid of
I need a fearless love
Don't need to fear the end
If you can't hold me now
You will never hold me again
I want to live my life
Pursuing all my happiness
I want a fearless love
I won't settle for anything less

Now I'm not here to lay the blame
I understand when you hold a flame
Heads will shake heads will turn
And sometimes you just get burned
The sings that have just hit me, hit me like a ton of bricks! As I have written before, I turn to music to feed my soul, and lately, I have some good songs to help me heal!
Talk about feeling comfortable, safe, confident, empowered, and stronger than I have in a long time.
Questions are getting answered.
Problems are getting solved.
Strength is being built.
I know I still have a long road ahead of my healing & sould searching, but lately, I am feeling good!
I will not settle! I am the best!

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