Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Me, Myself, & I

So hump day & it's not feeling like a Wednesday.
So much happening.....Mom's 75th b-day Sunday, my son is running on Sunday, have a surprise b-day party to go to Saturday, Super Bowl is Sunday, the Bud Shoot out is Saturday nite, so much to do.................

So as I wind down from last weekend & having my 2 great-nephews, aged 7 & 3, I have had time to think & ponder, about me, who am I, what am I doing, where am I going, and frankly, I haven't the foggest idea.

I do mean, really who am I. I know what kind of personality, I know I know my features from certain family members & history, I know what my likes & dislikes, but who am I?

Not sure if I can follow myself here & I always go around in circles, not sure who really reads I care, sure, in some ways, but I need to be me.............I have for many many years tried to please others, especially one person, of course, not me. This is truly hard for me to say, write, but there I did it. Now I need to follow thru.
Boy, I love to write & put my thoughts, pro's & con's down & now I am stumped!
(more to follow)

1 comment:

Alyson and Ford said...

For one thing, your blog has become very dark... no side bars, no pictures, no beautiful lake view.... very dark. Hoping this is not what you are talking about.

Alyzabeth's Mommy